The first time I smoked weed was with a dude who ended up making me suck his dick.
We were sitting outside hidden behind one of the shacks on our town baseball feild. I was sitting down basically out of it because I was so high- and I think I had my mouth open, he just walked over and pulled out his dick and put it in my mouth. It was soft at first and I just kept trying to push him away, he got hard really fast then I remember gagging on it and kept trying to push him away. but then I realized I was rock hard, every time I would gag I could feel my dick throb. He didn’t even finish, just pulled his slobbery hard dick back into his pants and laughed.
I never had an experience like that again and I’ve always been with girls but lately I can’t stop thinking about being dominated like that again? I’ve gone onto grinder and talked to a few guys before and sent pics but I’ve never met anyone.
Did that turn me gay or am I just confused because I pretty much got forced into it?