My best mate and I recently went on holiday together and we ended up sucking each other off, but we’ve been back six weeks and neither of us has mentioned it, at all. And I’m not sure whether I should or what.
This is all true. Back story is
My best mate and I, and our girlfriends had all planned to go on holiday together. About a month before, my girlfriend and I broke up (amicably). And then about two weeks before him and his girlfriend broke up (not particularly amicably, but it wasn’t brutal). We’d paid quite a lot for the holiday and couldn’t get our money back, so we decided to go anyway, but they’d share a room and we’d share a room. It was a huge all inclusive place so we wouldn’t have to see that much of the girls if we didn’t want to.
Anyway, second night there and I was having a wank in the bathroom when I thought he was asleep and he shouted in saying, you don’t have to wank in the bathroom mate, let’s just put some porn on. We’ve been friends for most of our lives, like 20+ years, and seen each other naked loads of times, as we play football together, gym together, etc but we’d never done anything like that before. But I thought, it’s gonna be a long three weeks wanking in the bathroom, so sure why not. So we did that on that night and the following night, no touching each other. And it was fine, not awkward or anything.
Anyway, fourth night I’d found a video of a MMF threesome and we’d found out we both liked that, and we’re both beating away and they’re spit roasting this girl, and the guy fucking leans forward and starts sucking the other guy. I genuinely had no idea it was a bi video. It’s not something I’d ever intentions watch.
I said something like, whoa sorry man I didn’t know, and went to turn it off and he pushed my hand away and said, oh I see, sure you didn’t know. I felt a little bit awkward and there was a silence for a while. And then he just turned and leaned forward and went down on my dick. I was actually stunned for a second or two and didn’t know what to do. I just sort of lay there in a frozen silence for about ten seconds. And something came out of my mouth but I don’t know what. And he stopped and said sorry. I immediately felt bad and all I could say was, don’t say sorry. There was awkward silence for a little while, and I hate that a lot and I wanted to try and break it, so all I could think to say was, next time give me some notice, and tried to laugh it out. So he said ok, I’m going to suck your dick now. It was quite funny. And he went down on me again.
He sucked me until I shot my load. He asked me to tell him when but I shot quicker than expected and he got a bit in his mouth, and ran to the bathroom to spit and swill.
Anyway, the night after he did it again, and then sort of hinted at me to suck him, so I did. It was fine. Can’t say as I was into it either way but felt like I should return the favour. Then we basically sucked each other every night until we flew home. I got more into it as it went on. As did he. And he got better at it too.
We’ve been back about six weeks and it’s never been mentioned since. At all. We run a car maintenance garage together so we’re together all the time, still best mates as ever. Just feels kind of odd that it’s never been spoken of since.
Not really sure what I should do. If anything. Don’t want or expect it to happen again. But kinda feel like we should talk about it or something. Or is that stupid.