I’m attracted to a woman I only see myself marrying a woman. I don’t find men attractive at all, but I love gay sex. Am I gay?

I always was curious about giving a hung man some good head and I was a natural I guess because when my girlfriend left to Arkansas to visit her biological mother, I went to a gay site and had sucked a couple dicks and all of them were pretty satisfied with my skills lol Eventually, I ended up really liking this one dude because there were a few that I gave her to so that one dude and I spent a lot of time together and eventually had them over a couple times it kept getting more intimate and intimate, and eventually penetrated me, and it was a bit uncomfortable from the beginning, but boy I quickly became addicted to it. I fucked him every day until my girlfriend got back. Even the same day she got back. She got back in the afternoon. I fucked him that morning, and I recently had enough and I broke up with her she never know the real reason why but let me tell you guys it was because I couldn’t get hard from having sex with her anymore because like I really think about words a penis of my asshole would it make me come without touching my penis. Like all I wanted was dick I didn’t lose the guy‘s number. He now comes over with no worries on my girlfriend coming and catching us. He sleeps over quite often and we’re not dating or nothing but we should act like it. I think I’m gay. What does that make me cause I still will date a woman I just knew that my girlfriend wouldn’t be the one that would be cool with me fucking men and dating her if that makes any sense but yeah.