Straight until there’s foreskin involved

In real life I'm a regular masculine straight married man. I've never seen a guy and been interested in anything sexual or romantic in person. But when I start jerking off I get so turned on looking at guys stroking their uncut dick. Recently I've been chatting with guys that talk dirty about it and it is taking me to a whole different level of horny I didn't know was there. It's getting to the point where if I saw one in real life I'd have an overwhelming urge to submit. Want to help convince me to find one for real?