I will not cum until I have my first gay experience.

I (19) have been curious for a good while now. I downloaded grindr a few months back trying to get my first experience, but every single time I would cum, get post nut clarity and delete the app bailing on all my plans.

I say no more. I will not masturbate or cum until a man has put his dick inside my ass. This is my pledge. Enough is enough. It's time. I need a man inside me.