25M straight curious if I can be turned into someone’s bottom. Preferably older than me

I've never had dick before… but l've definitely thought about it. I have an average sized dick but whenever I watch porn and I see these big dicks penetrating some poor tight hole I can't help but wonder what it's like. So I started watching some gay porn, and listening to the bottom loudly moaning and begging for more made me even more curious. Now the thought of being made into a bitch by some dominant gay top has me weak… and I think about it a lot. If you're hung and dominant and you want to come break my mind body and spirit, please, DM me.