So I was high af the other day by myself just thinking, and I came to the realization that I've had a lot of dick in my throat over the years lol like a lot. It started when I left for college and ever since i tried that forbidden fruit, I've been on my knees more times than I can count. But because I go back to Masc Str8 mode immediately when its over and push the memory to the back of my mind IRL, i dont notice how much dick I've really sucked.
To the point where when I try to make a list In my head I full on lose count….
I've also learned I have a type as most of the cocks I've serviced were older men with a daddy-like aura to them (i guess I have Daddy issues too?) and to be blunt, it turns me on knowing I have this other side that my normal life doesnt know about. It turns me on that I've probably sucked more dick than my gf has and could probably teach her a few things. and it turns me on that no matter how nasty our sex is, she doesnt know I have a whole freakier gear i can get to that shes never seen.