Got tricked into it and now I can’t stop thinking about it

A few years ago I was dating a married woman, she had an open marriage. The husband knew and had no problem with it. Anyways we all went out one night with a few friends. After some drinks I’m in a dark corner of the bar making out with his wife. I see him starring at us as he’s in line for drinks and starts rubbing his cock. I don’t know what came over me but it turned me on a lot we make long eye contact and I see him making a gesture like he wants to blow me. He makes his way back after getting the drinks and sits next to me. He’s rubbing my cock under the table and I nearly cum just from the adrenaline of being in public and all this happening so fast. After a second I think he noticed that I got nervous and stopped. For the rest of the night I was rock hard and couldn’t stop thinking about how hard I got from another man wanting my cock so bad. We made it back to their house after a night of more drinks and she passed out on the couch in the living room. I told him I was going to use the restroom and he said to use the one in the master bedroom because the other one is broken due to a dog toy being stuck inside. I already knew for some reason he’d lead me up the stairs to the bathroom and I didn’t even need to use it I just wanted an excuse to stay a little longer in hopes that he would suck my cock. As soon as we get up stairs into the master bedroom he closes the door behind us and locks it. He immediately got down to his knees and pulled my cock out and started to give me the most dirty and diabolical head I’ve ever received. After a few minutes of this I completely caved in. I didn’t tell him stop in fact i made him my dirty slut that night. I picked him up from the throat made eye contact and made out til we stumble down onto the bed and he got on top. After that everything came off and we were both completely naked in bed jerking our cocks together. He pulled out some poppers and had me try for the first time. As I sniffed he wrapped his nice tight hole over my cock and began to ride me until I left my load deep inside his ass. He hopped off and we made out for a while I got ready afterwards and left. Ever since then I’ve been wanting a man to worship my cock again like that night.