I am now 36 years old guy who had it all. I was straight my whole life until… i got married… my now ex wife depraved me of sex when we got married. Before it was often because she knew i can cum alot and i am always horny, but after we got married our sex life was like shit, every few months we had sex. I never cheated on her before with another woman etc. One more thing to remember i am horny as bull, i jerk ofr ever night. And then just happend i started smoking weed and tried some other drugs i was like 26 at the time first smoking weed etc, and i got horny watching other guys have sex, i started to slowly watch gay porn and register on local gay site, where i met one younger guy and after few month of typing i finnaly get the courag to meet with him. I picked him up with my car, and then it happend he sucked my cock until i cummed in his mounth. He drank it all it was my First time ever to someone to suck my cock and i cummed soo hard and filled his mouth (my ex wife did not want to do it and i did not want to force her). I was married at that time. I felt bad because of her and because i did it with a man… but as time passed by i periodically met with him, like 10 times in 5 years span, and he woud always suck my cock dry and eat my cum. And then one time we meet i was drunk, and i wanted to fuck him and he let me do it raw, without a condom. When i entered his asspussy for the first time in my life it felt amazing! I fucked him slowly at first until he told me to go deeper and i am 6.7” i started to go all in, and after like 30 seconds i started to have an orgasam and cum inside him and i started to kiss him at the same time i started to cum inside him. It felt amazing! After that we met few times etc. But anway MAIN story that i want to share is othet guy i met my 2nd. He was 4 years older than me. I met him online, he was living like 10km from me. When i first met him, he sucked me off better then the first guy, and he let me fuck him straight away and we used condom for the first and second time we met. But on third time i went to his place, layed on the bed he starts to suck me off like ussualy, and then he wants me to fuck him raw. So i did it 2 times i cummed inside him he loved it. That was like 3 years ago. To cut the story a little i got divorced 2 years ago because my wife started to drink etc. And i contacted him after i got divorced. This was 8months ago i am 35 at the time. (9 years after my first gay expirence) i got to his place and he started to get my pants off me got on his knees and started to suck my cock, it was so amazing because he knew what he was doing. And then randomly he for the first time switched to my ass and he start to lick my hole, i was so aroused by it and he started to put his finger in me one by one, after witch i told him i want his fat cock inside me he is 6.5” but very fat cock when he first put it inside me it was hurting until he penetrated deep inside me and all of the sudden it felt amazing having his fat cock inside me for the first time( honestly i dont know how i recived his fat cock beacuse necet before i had anything inside me) this just happend and he started to pound me hard, then i told him i want to jump on him. And then when i started to sit on his fat cock he fully entered my ass at the time i was like in heaven it felt great. Then i told him want him laying on the back. He started to pound me very hard i wished he kissed me while doing it, and i just started to cum without warrning. It was orgasam i never felt before, i had big cock inside me while cumming. Sadly he did not cum that night i wished he did. And after 2 months we met again. And then he knew what he needs to do to me. Started again with cocksucking switiching to licking my ass, then he entered inside me from behind and started to pound my ass, i got so horny i started to just ram my ass on his cock so he have great orgasam. And after two minutes of that, he started to cum so hard i felt it in my ass as he filled it. Sorry for long post. I have a problem. When i am horny i think i am gay, when i am not i do not feel like that but i started to crave for cock.