Embarrassing to admit, but I’m a virgin still, both frontside and backside. Originally, I thought I might be straight but never made much of an effort to hookup with women.
For several years now, I keep looking at pics of guys. Lately, it’s pretty much the only porn I look at. I can’t help but also get major chubbies in the locker room if I see another dude change. A major embarrassment I often have to hide.
Am I like this because of no sex and my body wants any attention, or is there a part that wants guys for the sake of guys?
Either way, should I let a dude be the first one to explore my body? I’m a bit worried about being able to physically accept a guy where he belongs and lose the backside virginity.