When I discovered I was bisexual

Me and one of my close buddies a year back were inseparable we were always together and we always stayed the night at each others houses and one time on a Friday me and him were chilling at my place we had got more and more comfortable with each other to the point where we would jerk off in the same room as each other without it being awkward at all and we were jerking it to the same video and we were talking about how it’s better when some one else strokes it for you so we agreed to jerk each other off and I was really into it later that night I offered to suck him off if he sucked me off and he agreed but I loved sucking it so much the smell the taste the texture it was amazing and I couldn’t stop he eventually came in my mouth and I swallowed it all and it was amazing now I’m addicted to the taste of cum and can’t get his dick off my mind 😔