18M straight looking to chat about my cravings ๐Ÿ˜

18M with long term gf but cravings for dick.
Is anyone else in my boat and what should I do because I canโ€™t take it anymore, recently discreetly bought a big dildo and have been using it a whole lot but itโ€™s not enough. I want to feel the warm of a dick in my mouth and in my fat ass.