Dont know how tf this happened. May have been porn that caused it. But I’m super straight, with no attraction to dudes at all. Like would never wanna kiss or cuddle or anything like that. But somewhere along the line, I developed this fetish for sucking cock. It started with wanting to suck my own, then I just realized how hot it’d be to suck any cock.
Eventually, the urges won, and I sucked my first cock. Thought it was a one time thing and that I was over it, but then the urges came back stronger. Now, whenever I’m horny and alone, the urges come surging. How does this make any sense since I’m only attracted and want to date women? Been trying to quit for months now bc I know this habit isn’t sustainable in a straight relationship which is all I want. Cock is like fucking crack, I hate it.
Anyone else relate?? DMs open.