The other night my buddy I’ve known for the last 5 years had me over for the soccer game, he’s a pretty awkward and private guy who I’ve always thought was straight until that day. When I got to his place I had to use the bathroom before getting comfortable, and while I was in there I realized he was out of TP. I went to check under the sink and when I found a new roll I also found a male torso fleshlight. It had a boner and an asshole you could fuck- I’ve been straight my whole life and this was the first time I felt the urge to do what I’m about to admit that I did. Once I laid eyes on it, I replaced the tp and then felt my blood rush through my body down to my cock. And I was immediately dripping precum to the thought of my bud owning and using such a perverted toy. I took it upon myself to grab it and place it on the counter, I started to examine the toy with my fingers, and it had a smell to it that was pungent but it didn’t gross me out if anything it had turned me on more. I placed my finger in the ass hole and felt it was actually warm and wet as if it was just recently used. I took out my fingers and realized it was semen on them. At this point I felt uncontrollable, I had to stick my rock hard swollen cock inside of the hole, and when I did so much old cum from my buddy oozed out of the toy onto the shaft of my cock the deeper I went. It was so hot thinking that he had just used it before I got there and I even started to jack off the cock while I fucked the hole. Within minutes I came so hard, so deep in the toy. More of our cum mixed together splurged out of the hole onto my balls making a sticky cum mess. I immediately cleaned it up and made sure it looked the same. I put it back and washed the cum mixture off my cock and went back into the living room. I regret not taking a picture or video, but I can’t stop thinking about this moment with his toy. I am too nervous to bring it up even though I get hard thinking about it. I’ve even thought about sharing the toy with him, but again I’m too anxious to even tell him. Any advice?