Have been curious about guys for awhile now. Mostly because of seeing older confident guys at the gym in the locker room walking around with their dicks out not caring who saw. Over time I caught myself looking more and more. Which in turn made me even more curious.
Finally about a month ago I downloaded Grindr just to see what kind of guys were around me while at the gym. Almost immediately I got a message from a guy very close to me, obviously he was at the gym too. It ends up being a guy about 50 years old who had caught me looking a couple of times before. He knew it was me right away. He told me to meet him at his car and I did. I still wasn’t sure what I was doing but I did go to his car almost in a trance. When I got in he told me he lived just around the block and asked if I wanted to go, all I could do was nod. We pulled into his driveway and I followed him in and to the bedroom where he was immediately naked. He pushed me to my knees and told me I could have what I had been wanting. Hesitantly I reached out and grabbed his cock and slowly started stroking. He was hard very quickly. He grabbed my head and held me still as he pushed his cock to my lips and then passed them into my mouth. He slowly fucked my mouth until I worked up the courage to take over and start sucking him. I just tried to mimic what I like done to my cock. Eventually he told me he was about to cum and that I better swallow every drop. Then his cock started pulsing and I felt my mouth being filled with his cum. After that we got back into the car and he dropped me off back at the gym. I’ve sucked him off a couple of times since then but he is only interested in oral.
That is a problem for me because ever since that first time all I can think about is being forced to take cock. Every time I masturbate I imagine 3 or 4 fit older guys breaking into my house, pinning or tying me down and forcing me to take their cocks in my holes. They laugh as they fuck my virgin ass and call me dirty names. They fuck me in every way possible. But when they spit roast me and two of them cum in me at the same time, that’s always the part of my fantasy in which I cum. And damn do I cum hard imagining that.