I was 22 years old at the time, so quite a few years now. At the time in Ireland, our ecpnomy was down tbe toilet and life is difficult. You couldnt even get a part time job at subway. If you did you were super lucky.
I fell into a bit of a depression in this period in my life, i mean, who wouldn't?
I was also experimenting with various things from drugs, to alcohol and of course, sex.
My friend Leon, whos a little older than my dad invited me over. He had been a one time neighbour and we shared a love of music (we're both musicians).
Id been going to his place ateadily for a number fo weeks, odten with breaks in between. We'd been super drunk, super high on weed and even high quality cocaine once (not a fan). We loved MDMA, and the stuff in ireland at the time was aaamazing.
We were chilling out in his beedroom after popping a pill. The buzz hit and he albeit it nervously asked if I wanted a blowjob. Id been curios for forever even at this point so i whipped my pants off and let him have at it. He had sucked cock, and alot. His technique was perfect. I want to say i was rock hard, but i wasnt. I was flaccid. I never questioned my sexuality and attraction to women but i wanted a gay experience, or seven.
This was the beginning of months of gay oral sex. I got addicted to suck his 6″ cock and reached a point where I want that in my ass, but he refused, stating some baloney about feelings catching if we do. Id been his cum dump and swallowed so many loads. And he fir me on a few occassions.
It eventually ran its course and ended but i had this feeling left over, that we had unfinished business. I wanted to feel cum in my ass and fill his phat ass up too.
I was 145lb twink back then with a large cock. Im quite a bit bigger now though.