35 m married to a woman. I’ve had curiosities for years dating back to when I was 18 or 19. Especially thoughts about older men.
But I never found myself attracted to men (still don’t) just liked the idea of serving a cock. So for years I just considered myself straight. Especially since I never acted on it.
Until a little over two years back. Which brings me to my question. What was the moment that you realized you aren’t as straight as you thought?
For me it was the first time this older man blew his load all over my face. I was looking up at him after sucking his cock and thought to myself I can’t really call myself straight when a man’s cum is dripping off me.
Granted I think actually sucking him off was a pretty good sign, but it wasn’t until he finished on me that I really realized what just happened.