Back in the days of Craigslist personals I found a host who would host dark room anonymous jerk off sessions. It was simple, the host would invite a group of 5-6 guys over and we’d all jerk off together in the dark so it was nice and discreet. Well on my first visit I was sat next to a very hung stud who was jerking me while I jerked him, I’m on the smaller/average side so this was great for me. After about 5 mins of jerking his monster I asked if I could suck him and he agreed, it tasted amazing and got me rock hard. The other guys and the host noticed the situation(the noises and my gagging made it obvious)- and soon I found myself getting surrounded by the group. I was a goodboy and sucked them all to completion.
There were a couple dozen more encounters with this host just like this and I was the group sucker and I fucking loved it. It was dirty and it was hot bc the host was basically pimping me out and i embraced it.
Found out during those times I may lean more gay than straight but fuck it that was so fun.