I’m writing this kinda out of it so bear with me for a moment. I am straight but I have these deeply aggressive urges that make me want to get used. They scare me and I don’t want to act on them yet. I kinda wanna ease into it and learn what I can. Has to be a few of you in here that just got to be a hole for a little bit. I just think it’s kinda selfless to just stay still and let it happen and let them work their frustration out.