My follow up to my previous posts. If you want the full context go read the previous parts. This is a long one. So be prepared.
Picking up after our presentation and class. My presentation parter (m19) asked me if I wanted to hang out later that night. His roommate was spending the night at his girlfriend’s dorm so his would be free all night if I wanted to “Chill or watch a movie or something.” He said he has an extra controller for his Switch as well if I wanted to play something.
I told him I would think about it and text him to let him know. He looked a lil disappointed but just told me to let him know.
I went to the library and was trying to study with friends but could not stop thinking about what I was going to say. My friends made fun of me for being partners with him in that class sending me memes on instagram of that “Surprise motherfucka” guy that was like “When your friend likes femboys but you can’t prove it.”
This all was putting me on edge because part of me wanted to go hangout with him at the very least just to chill and talk but part of me was beginning to feel like people were starting to suspect something due to how nice I was to him. Which wouldn’t really bother me if he hadn’t sucked my dick and kissed me.
I decided I would get food from the dining hall and while walking there I decided to text him that I would come over to just “Chill”. He responded with “Oki :> just give me like an hour to get ready.” My heart started pounding in my chest and my mouth got dry. Once I got to the dining hall my girlfriend asked me if I wanted to get pizza with her and her friends but I told her I was gonna be busy.
I thought about telling him I had stuff to do but idky I decided to just let it ride.
I got food and hung out at the dining hall by myself. I was thinking like WTF taking an hour to get ready but whatever.
An hour was up I headed over to his dorm. Again my heart started racing and my hands started to sweat. When I made it there, one of my girlfriend’s friends was in their little common area and asked me what I was doing there, or if I just “Missed her that bad.” I kinda just played it off and told her I was here to work on a group project.
She asked with who, I said someone from my Euro history class, she asked what the project was about, I made some shit up and said like The French Revolution or something. She told me to have fun and I went up to his floor. He let me in and his dorm smelled really good.
He was in a little light blue cropped sweatshirt, had his choker on, had quite a bit of makeup including the normal eyeliner, and eyeshadow, he had a solid black skirt on his slim little waist that went right above his knees and black thigh high socks. His small little slim face framed by his black fluffy hair down to about his shoulders. He looked like a girl you’d see on tiktok and it was so attractive. His nails looked freshly painted again, black. And his lips looked more plump and full than they usually do and weirdly he didn’t have his normal black lipstick it looked more pink and glossy. (Idk what magic that is)
He looked really excited to see me and once I walked in he hopped right up on his bed and asked what I wanted to do. I said I didn’t care and he said “Great come play I have an extra controller.” I got up on his bed and he set up his Switch in a textbook and had me play this game called “Minecraft Dungeons” with him. I was terrible at it at first I really didn’t like the controller but he showed me what to do and we played it for maybe an hour.
At one point he moved from sitting to my right to sitting between my legs and kinda lightly resting his back against me. It made it kinda harder to play cause his hair kept tickling my face but it was honestly fine. Tbh I was getting a little hard and he kept looking up over his shoulder over his glasses at me to make fun of me or talk to me. His little plump glossy lips were honestly so intoxicating looking.
Eventually after maybe an hour of just playing and chatting he took a break and was just texting on his phone in the same position and showing me stupid memes. I kinda rested my chin on his left shoulder looking at his phone. He looked back at me with this kinda like, idk how to describe it, like a “I want you.” Face. His mouth slightly open, his eyes locked on mine, looking up over his glasses at me.
He put his phone down slowly not breaking eye contact and reached a hand up to cup my cheek. I told him we really shouldn’t do this, he said “Then why do you keep looking at me like that my name?” I told him because hes extremely pretty and smells amazing but I really shouldn’t be doing anything with him. He asked me if thats truly how I feel because he “Would do anything to make you feel good.”
I told him just hanging out with him makes me feel good, and he doesn’t have to do this kind of stuff to be my friend. He said “Just kiss me and then you can tell me if you wanna just play games and chill.” I told him he really didn’t have to do this. His face was like an inch from mine, his breath was minty and warm on my face. He kept looking from my eyes to my lips.
He just said “I want you.” And leaned in. Our lips practically stuck together. Whatever was on his lips was sticky and sweet. His tongue pushed into my mouth and it tasted minty and had a kind of rough ish texture. I brought my hand to his face on his cheek to mimic him. And my other hand to his chest up and under the cropped sweatshirt. His nipples were slightly puffy and his chest was completely smooth and he had the softest skin I had ever felt.
We were making out kinda open mouth and then kissing and back and forth, with him still sitting infront of me between my legs. He reach back with his free hands and grabbed my dick, which was already extremely hard. He made a kinda “Mhmm” giggle when he felt it. This continued for another minute before he turned fully around and put his arms kinda round my neck on my shoulders sitting on my lap with his legs around my back.
We took turns kissing eachothers neck and ear area. He smelled so insanely good, like perfume and shea butter. But I could feel hid bulge against my ab area I could tell I was not the only one excited. This kinda bugged me for like a second or two since hes so feminine and pretty I honestly don’t really even think about the fact he has a dick.
But we kept kissing for a bit longer before he kinda pushed me back to lay down. He pulled up the front of my sweatshirt and kissed all down my abs, pulling the waistband of my pants down slightly to kiss a trail all the way to my pubes. He rubbed his face all over my crotch and giggled saying “Mmm he missed me huh?” He put a hand on it and kinda massaged it, looked up towards me “Do you want my warm wet mouth on it again big boy? Does making me service your big dick make you feel more manly.” He let his mouth hang open and tongue droop out. I just kinda stared at him panting slowly. He pulled my pants off with my help and my cock flopped out, slapping my stomach.
He gasped putting a hand kinda jokingly up to his mouth and wrapped his other hand around it extremely lightly before leaning in and kinda letting out a deep breath saying “Say suck my dick His name” I hesitated for a moment before I let out a deep breath and I said it. He leaned in mouth first onto it going “MMMMMmmmmm” as it enter his mouth. He began sucking slowly on the head and jerking it in rhythm. Looking up at me and adjusting his glasses frequently. It felt so amazing and I kept moaning and sighing and everytime I did he would almost Echo me with similar moan like he was mimicking me or going “Mhmmmmm” or “Mmmmm” while still sucking my dick.
He came up off of it and spit all over it stroking it and looking up at me. We both kinda laughed and he said “You know I don’t do this for alllll my friends.” And I said “You know none of my other friends are nice enough to do this.” We both kinda laughed and smiled at eachother for a bit.
He then drove back onto it, sucking it super fast making Guak guak guak sounds, making a tear or two drip from his eyes. He would deep throat it and move up and down, come off, stroke it then repeat. It felt amazing and he was all the while licking my balls and shaft occasionally in between.
After a few minutes of this he came up off it, gasping for air, strings of saliva connecting his mouth to my dick. He asked me if I wanted to “Mount” him. I asked what he meant. He got on his hands and knees facing away from me and flipped his skirt up. He pulled his thong to the side and he had a red heart shaped butt plug in. He looked over his shoulder back at me really nervous looking and told me “I got it all ready for you before you came over, and nothing has ever been in there but silicone.”
I sat there starring at it as he slowly swayed his ass back and forth. “Please just be gentle honey.” I still didn’t move, my heart was beating out of my chest. He asked “Are you nervous too?” He turned around and crawled back towards me. And kinda sat next to my legs. I just told him I didn’t think it was a good idea. He put his hand gently on my leg and asked if it was about my girlfriend. I said yes. He laid next to me and cuddled up and said “I am sorry, I know, I feel like such a bad person knowing shes your girlfriend, but I honestly feel so sexy around you. My body feels so tingly around you and I cannot stop smiling when I am with you.” We kissed again before he asked. “Do you want to have sex? We don’t have to, but I know you would enjoy it just as much as I will.” I didn’t say anything I just held eye contact with him. “Fucking me would make you so manly, using a smaller feminine guy like me to get off. You’re such an alpha my name I love it.” His voice was trembling slightly.
He stood up on the floor and took off his skirt slowly, facing away from me and bending over slightly. Then pulled his thong to the side and slowly, looking over his shoulder at me, pulled out his buttplug with a “uuuUUUUUUHHhhh” moan. He took off his sweatshirt so he was just in his thigh highs and thong. He turned around and I could see he was semi hard but his thong almost looked like it was meant to hold a dick and balls in the front.
He went to his drawer and grabbed a bottle of what I assume was lube and climbed back on the bed with me. He looked me in the eyes and said “Just say stop if you don’t want it. I promise it will feel soooo good. You will be so manly showing another guy who’s boss right?” Before squeezing some of it out onto my dick. It was thick and sticky and cold. Then onto his finger before I think putting it in his ass. He then kinda hovered over my crotch facing me with one leg up and guided himself onto me.
His hole buckled as he lowered himself down on it, i kinda just starred at him as he did it. He said “Holy shit, holy shit. Fuck ugh don’t move don’t move… its big.” He took deep breaths before his hole gave way and I slipped inside. We both let out a loud moan and he slowly continued lowering himself, now just looking right at my face as he did. “God you feel so good I knew I would fit you like a glove. You are so much more of a man than me aren’t you?”
He looked like it was painful and uncomfortable at first for him, I kinda rubbed his thighs as he kept lowering himself. I told him he was doing a great job. It was the tightest thing I had ever felt. Idek how to describe it.
Eventually after about a minute or two of struggle he finally full sat down on it and we sat there for awhile just panting and looking at eachother. He then started slowly kinda bouncing on it. Clumsy at first but quickly he got into a rhythm. His thong had a wet spot on it and his package was bouncing up and down as he started to ride me in cowgirl. I thought it looked really uncomfortable so I reached out and pulled his thong off his package and to the side. His small dick and balls were now flopping around as his ass made a Plap plap plap sound against my hips.
His insides were velvety and warm, his hole gripped my shaft like a vice. I started sighing and moaning. Saying oh fuck and oh shit. Everytime he would respond with his own moan or an affirmation like “Fuck yeah baby” or “God ur so hot.” Or “God ur cock is perfect.” It was practically milking me and I didn’t think I could last much longer. I put my hands on his thighs and watched his little dick flop around as he milked me with his ass.
The whole time moving but not going too fast, he was more bouncing up and down than riding. It wasn’t a full range of motion.
Eventually he pulled up all the way and my dick flopped from his ass with a loud moan from both of us in unison. He then laid on his back and said “Fuck me like you love me.” With this extremely pouty face and gorgeous voice. I crawled over and put him in missionary before slowly leaning inside him after applying more lube.
This position felt even tighter and he bit the back of his hand and whimpered. I went slow and watched as his hole held onto me as I withdrew when I went in and out. I got in close chest to chest and made out with him as I fucked him. His now hard duck rubbing against my abs. He had one hands on the back in my head and one on my ass cheek. I sucked and kissed his neck as he moaned my name and kept saying “Thank you”.
Eventually he guided my hand down to his dick and I jerked him off as I slowly and deeply fucked him, more sitting up now on my end still in missionary. He eventually started to squirm and I kept up the pace.
Slowish with about half my dick of movement.
He moaned like a girl and he shot little ropes of cum on my hand and on his stomach. I was kinda in shock from it but he immediately took my hand and licked it clean.
He crawled out from under me causing my dick to pull out and I blissfully moaned along side his own. He grabbed some tissues and wiped his stomach off before getting in doggy style and kinda shaking his ass back and forth causing his softening dick and balls to flop around. I got up behind him and pushed inside easier this time. He just said “Ooohhh fuck.”
I grabbed his hips and kinda briskly fucked him in doggy. Not a ton of movement or too hard but it felt amazing and he was moaning like crazy. He arched his back and looked over his shoulder at me as I fucked him. He told me to go faster which I started to but told him I was gonna cum if I did. He started meeting my thrusts and telling me “Harder” “Faster” “Keep going don’t stop”
I started to feel it building before he reached under his legs and grabbed my balls as I fucked him. “Cum baby, I know you wanna, cum inside please you are so manly, breed me.” I couldn’t hold out any longer and I grabbed his hips and fucked him hard but at a sporadic pace. I started cumming and just slammed deep in him a few times and cried out like I was seeing god for the first time. He moaned too making this “Holy shit” face at me as I came. Twitching and pulsing inside him as I came in something besides a condom for the first time. Right before I kinda slumped against his back.
He got out from under me and immediately cleaned me up before going to his joint bathroom for a few minutes. He came back and got dressed fully and helped me het dressed.
We laid on the bed together as he rubbed my neck and he just kept telling me “How manly, how strong, how caring, how perfect” I was. He got me some chips and a monster energy (again lol) and just rubbed my back and neck while telling me nice things.
The post not clarity was harsh but not unbearable. He put on some music and kinda cuddled up to me continuously saying nice things. Before eventually he began to fall asleep. I got up, pulled the covers over him and slipped out the door.
I made my way quickly out of his dorm. And back to mine through the dark.
I honestly haven’t fully processed this yet. I really have 0 idea how to think about it. Did he plan this? Does he want more from me? What does he actually get out of this. I just dk how to feel. I think I am gonna break up with my gf. I just don’t really know what he wants out of this truly, idk what he gets from this exchange.