22m here, straight with a gf. I started watching sissy/gay porn like 1 year ago and it made me realize i wanted to taste a cock. I don’t like men, i would never date a man, i just want a nice cock to play with.
It made me download Grindr. After a night out with my friends i was a bit drunk and horny, i started looking for someone to finally have fun with and this 45y/o man wrote me. I chatted with a lot of men before but never had the courage to meet them. But this time was different, i needed to go.
In 15 minutes I was at his place. After 2 mins chatting i was massaging his cock over his pants, feeling it getting harder, but something wasn’t right. I took his cock out and it was like half of the cock he sent me in chat. I was a bit disappointed tbh but i was too horny to stop. I started sucking him on the sofa, after like 2 minutes he told me to stop because he wanted to fuck me, so we went in his bedroom. I stripped, lied on his bed and he took a condom, but while he was putting it on, HE CAME! i couldn’t even taste cum for the first time.
Then he told me to go because he didn’t want to do it anymore.
Well, my first time with a man wasn’t what I expected…
Now I’m struggling to meet someone else because it wasn’t worth the risk and left me rlly disappointed