I read this sub A LOT over the years. Wife and I divorced this winter and I immediately fed my curiosity and wanted to try dudes. My first time was a few months ago and I want to tell you as a token of my appreciation to this sub.
I've always been the masculine hetero man, but my fantasy was to experience being a bottom. I wanted to be perused, sought after, held down, and fucked. I also wanted to try lingerie so I started wearing panties right away.
I met Jeff on grindr after 2 days. He was taller than me and a bear. He called me cute and texting got kinky and I told him I wanted him to fuck me. We meet at a bar 2 days later, clicked, and we head to his place. He knew I was inexperienced and I let him take control; I loved feeling his desire. It made me feel so good thinking “I’m making this hot bear horny for me.”
I told him to teach me. I knew I was going to be a good little bottom and service him well. I felt urge to earn this dicking, so I begin sucking his already-hard cock.
He lies on the bed naked. He’s large but firm, not flabby anywhere. Hairy and smells great. I caress his balls while trying dick for the first time. His dick is thick and gets thicker towards the base. I developed a rhythm sucking his dick. He’s giving me constant praise and attention. Finally he said “are you ready?”
He asks me if I’ve cleaned beforehand. I did (I did my research and wanted to be fucked). He's moves me into position. My legs go up and I'm looking up at him. He lubes us up and sticks his dick on my hole.
First pump. Ouch? Second pump. Slightly less ouch? I take a breath and think “I came here to get fucked, I’m not giving up.” Third pump goes and I relax and push slightly and his dick goes all the way in. Deep. Deep and fucking amazing. It hits me like fireworks going off. It felt amazing and I immediately belonged to him.
Feeling his tight dick invade my body felt so good. He gets into rhythm we end up fucking for over an hour. Whenever he got tired, he'd lay down and I'd rub his balls and suck his dick until he was ready again a few minutes later. My ass felt good; I loved his dick in my hole going in and out. The pressure on my bottom felt amazing. I didn’t want him to stop fucking me. We wound down and cuddled for a while, me laying on his chest caressing his nipples and chest hair. He gave me compliments and was so sweet.
This was a while ago. We're good buds now and meet up 1-2 times per week. He's developing a kink for showing and exposing me to new things. The 2nd meet was crazier than the first.
If you're reading this sub and curious, what are you waiting for?