Never been with a guy but I jerk off fantasizing about taking a bottom guy for a husband

One of my favorite things to get off too. Ive only been with women irl but love coming here to vent my bicurious interests.

One of my favorite fantasies is the idea of taking a gay or bi man as my husband. I love intimacy and the idea of having sex with a man. So put them together and its even better. I jerk off imaging myself with a guy who lives in my house, pounding his ass bare, while we scream about how good it is.

Im so worked up writing this that i was stroking and almost care before i wanted to lol.