“Straight” 36 with a long term gf. Thinking about giving in and trying some cock behind her back

Been stroking to gay porn and chatting on Reddit with guys for a while but lately the urge to try it has gotten pretty strong.

I’ve been looking around on sniffies and Grindr, waiting for a chance to get away discreetly and I think tonight is the best shot I’ll have for a while.

I’ve been wanting to suck a cock and get bent over for a while. I don’t think the question is so much whether I should do it as it’s going to be what kind of guy am I looking to do it with. I’ve chatted with a few ranging from other curious/ married guys to a gay top who will be patient with my first time, to a total dom daddy who wants to break me in and use me like a slut.